"The Beggining of the End"

What if I waited to late; to get my life straight;
It's almost time to walk through the pearly gates
Destruction after disater; now I wanna run a little faster
I have so many scars; I try so hard to do right by you lord;
Afraid to leave my kids behind; fear sets in right about this time

I trust, I beleive that I will live my dream; but I realize
I may not reach my destiny until I enter your stream
Tear stains trinkles my page reminding me of lifes pain;
From all the pain I will gain; not in vain but to remain
Free from drama; I should have tried harder than to just be a man's baby mama

Now is my time; I refuse not to shine
Brighter than silver and gold
Yellow like dorothy's brick road

Reaching for the stars; wondering will I get far
When enough is enough and the going gets ruff; It is then one gets tuff